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Twitter ♥Thursday, December 1, 2011 ♥
some people tend to think that their ohh-so-popular to be cool and lovable from everyone, some people tend to think their not at all. some people think their half? well this blog is dead but when i need to talk to myself, hi im here again. i always tend to think im lovable but not everyone. i know some people hates me, some people think im trash, some people think im good in a way. when i was young growing up in church, i felt very loved by everyone even some classmates dislike me and all. well i didnt really care much about what other people say at the time. i know i was being, well ,quite a bitch when i was in primary and secondary school. and well im still a bitch now. no one is perfect. People have ways to think about another person. is that they actually met the person and know the person well; or heard rumors about that person; or saw what that person did. well i think everyone gets that a lot from well, everyone. some people like me some people dont. some friends think im a bitch some think i dont. some think im helpful some think i dont. some think im trash some think i dont. well everyone has their terrible past. and well so did i. i've made lots of mistake and hurt lots of people too. and as a person i have feelings too, i felt guilty for what i did. sometimes you wish you could change the past so you can get a better future of yourself. and by better future i mean you're a goody-goody and all. i wasnt born a goody-goody person. i was a massive distruction to my parents. i wouldnt listen to them. i gave them a lot of problem and till now quite so. when you realize what people talked about you, and what they think about you, you start to realize what did they actually said about you. i've heard lots about people saying about me. i was a trash in secondary school. most of my classmates didnt like me well. well i dont like them either. university life was kinda fun and when fun went out of control, people started to talk behind my back. saying things i wouldnt like to hear. When you realize what they said about you, you couldnt turn back time for wht you did and you couldnt tell everyone one by one to explain it. but when thinking about how the whole world hates you so bad, there is always some people around you loves you the way you are, even your not perfect and the Big one upstairs loves you too. that what i tell myself wherenever i get down. when the world hates me, God loves me. being a christian isnt that bad, positive things started to come back in my head on times i would wanna give up. im never pretty like those lala mui or those hot model chick whose got a freaking ass body. no one's perfect anyway. if you think getting a hot girlfriend is gonna maintain your wallet, you might wanna think again. well its not what you think why they wanna be with someone that doesnt suits them, there's something with them we will never understand. and that is their world. for some reason i think of my group of friends, why this and this still like this, why dont he or she just get over or why hanging. things we thought that we could say to help our friends by telling them everything we know about that person we dont want them to be with. well halo its not your blardy business. i myself need to get me out of these shitsssss. life's like that. you dont let a mistake go through, how you know it will be a mistake? it's always full of ups and downs. there's so much more to say, but it's 2am in the morning and i need some sleep. so good night. ♥imma hurt you real good, baby
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