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Twitter ♥Thursday, December 1, 2011 ♥
some people tend to think that their ohh-so-popular to be cool and lovable from everyone, some people tend to think their not at all. some people think their half? well this blog is dead but when i need to talk to myself, hi im here again. i always tend to think im lovable but not everyone. i know some people hates me, some people think im trash, some people think im good in a way. when i was young growing up in church, i felt very loved by everyone even some classmates dislike me and all. well i didnt really care much about what other people say at the time. i know i was being, well ,quite a bitch when i was in primary and secondary school. and well im still a bitch now. no one is perfect. People have ways to think about another person. is that they actually met the person and know the person well; or heard rumors about that person; or saw what that person did. well i think everyone gets that a lot from well, everyone. some people like me some people dont. some friends think im a bitch some think i dont. some think im helpful some think i dont. some think im trash some think i dont. well everyone has their terrible past. and well so did i. i've made lots of mistake and hurt lots of people too. and as a person i have feelings too, i felt guilty for what i did. sometimes you wish you could change the past so you can get a better future of yourself. and by better future i mean you're a goody-goody and all. i wasnt born a goody-goody person. i was a massive distruction to my parents. i wouldnt listen to them. i gave them a lot of problem and till now quite so. when you realize what people talked about you, and what they think about you, you start to realize what did they actually said about you. i've heard lots about people saying about me. i was a trash in secondary school. most of my classmates didnt like me well. well i dont like them either. university life was kinda fun and when fun went out of control, people started to talk behind my back. saying things i wouldnt like to hear. When you realize what they said about you, you couldnt turn back time for wht you did and you couldnt tell everyone one by one to explain it. but when thinking about how the whole world hates you so bad, there is always some people around you loves you the way you are, even your not perfect and the Big one upstairs loves you too. that what i tell myself wherenever i get down. when the world hates me, God loves me. being a christian isnt that bad, positive things started to come back in my head on times i would wanna give up. im never pretty like those lala mui or those hot model chick whose got a freaking ass body. no one's perfect anyway. if you think getting a hot girlfriend is gonna maintain your wallet, you might wanna think again. well its not what you think why they wanna be with someone that doesnt suits them, there's something with them we will never understand. and that is their world. for some reason i think of my group of friends, why this and this still like this, why dont he or she just get over or why hanging. things we thought that we could say to help our friends by telling them everything we know about that person we dont want them to be with. well halo its not your blardy business. i myself need to get me out of these shitsssss. life's like that. you dont let a mistake go through, how you know it will be a mistake? it's always full of ups and downs. there's so much more to say, but it's 2am in the morning and i need some sleep. so good night. ♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 1:58 AM ♥Saturday, July 23, 2011 ♥
 i cant believe i actually drop some tears for you people who treat me like im invincible. i already said im sorry. there was so much to cope and everything was a mess. come on. you write stuff like that of course i would think otherwise and get mad. but the point is i did apologize and now what? im not wroth a shit for you people to care about? after 1 week plus. i made an effort today to tweet. well what you know. i still go ignore. i cant believe i actually drop my tears for you freaks. if im not worth of a friend to you then fine. let it be then. your not worth my time and care. ohh you with the most unusual sound. you think everyone like you?? get a grip would you? the old gang dislike you and hell knows why you mix with the gang. you gave all your disapproving look, you think im blind? helo no one ever liked you. get lost and ohh the only person whose still so dedicated to you is the one whose always staying beside you like a puppy. yes you, puppy you. you changed a lot more than i thought. the words you wrote i saw it hurt me so bad. fine that the other two jut scold rude words at me. but you wrote out the sentence that hurt most of all. your turning to become like your master. well i do hope one day you do realize he's an asshole. all the best in life puppy. just so frustrated at those people somehow. i care my friends like my family. mom's always right. thats why i thank mom a lot lately. being there for me and all. life is tough. people come in your life and goes out too. only the true people will stay and stand beside you. be a good friend to anyone. you will never know when they will be gone. xoxo, felicia ♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 3:08 PM ♥Monday, July 11, 2011 ♥
so as you know lately there has been something going on in Malaysia. well. as a citizen. im truthfully deeply hurt when i saw the videos and pictures that posted up all in the web. the Bersih 2.0 rally is a peaceful rally till the PO PO shot tears gas at the crowd. seriously dude. we just wanted clean fair elections you dont need to kick and beat the crowd. wtf weh. by watching all the videos. it hurt so much. http://www.malaysiakini.com/letters/169584 read something online thats worth reading. why dont you read it? quoted. -Najib : No physical contact with demonstrators. LIES. PDRM : No tear gas thrown into the hospital. LIES. Govt is telling lies. Are the rakyat stupid and blind?? FRU clowns acting like they are having fun throwing tear gas. PDRM samseng having fun kicking and beating the hell out of innocent citizens!!!- plus. this bersih 2.0 totally won over the concept of 1Malaysia by Najib our pm. okay la. i cant say i hate him but after watching a video. it made me quite piss off. hello??? what your bumi? the earth is not made by you or for you lo!! seriously. malaysia already no face because of him. government made so much problems for us. plus the amount of money they ate it all up. with everything priced up. why is the country is bankrupt? where did the money went? you do the thinking... hint : our pm wife + diamond 30 carat.  there were more than 10k citizens or maybe over 20k im not sure that join the rally.  when we needed only a few po po's to catch an acid splasher, there was none to be found. when we wanted a peaceful rally, all were there to be found. saddng.  and they said that the po po didnt injured anyone. hello? this picture fake kah?  aunty anne. pictures tells a thousand words.   this one winrar laa. Photoshop say that the citizen took a knife to throw at the po po. ==" Photoshop also till so fake. == Bersih 2.0 went worldwide with pictures to show the proof. where it held in different countries and it was peaceful but only in Malaysia it all went haywire.  Brisbane, Australia  Hong Kong, China  Singapore  Taipei, Taiwan  Auckland, New Zealand  Central London, England  New York City, United States  Melbourne, Australia  Ottawa, Canada  Osaka, Japan  Geneva, Switzerland  Cairo, Egypt  Chicago, United States  Los Angeles, United States  San Francisco, United States i really hope that there would be a change in Malaysia. the government keep putting lies. they can control the media but they cannot control us. no people = no government twitter is flooded with the Bersih trend. quoted some. -The voices of Malaysians singing Negaraku on 9th of July 2011, I'll never forget it!- - I didn't march @bersih2 but most I can do is spread the heroics of #bersihstories & lies of our Govt to suppress us! Negaraku, Tanahairku- -What happened over the weekend: Gov suppressed citizens, Police became gangsters, Ministers lied, & Newspapers were biased.- - Remembering that there were plainclothes police infiltrating the crowd wearing Malaysian wristbands as identifiers.- - I was a photojournalist for 13 yrs. Covered tons of protests & demos. M'sian police have been beating protesters for years.- - NOBODY got paid to rally for Bersih2 to ask for transparency in elections n govt. Many got tear gased only- - No, I wasn't paid to rally but new friends did buy me water when I gasped after the tear gas- -Home Ministry to punish media for ‘false’ Bersih coverage - http://t.co/WN9hgns Now they even take away the freedom to share.- -When I saw innocent rakyat was arrested n forced to sit on d ground,I know we must change! UBAH!- i dont expect the whole parliment to be banish but really. malaysia is our country. would appreciate if the government and the pm wake up a bit. Labels: bersih, bersih 2.0, bersih stories, malaysia ♥imma hurt you real good, baby
@ 9:42 PM ♥Tuesday, May 17, 2011 ♥
hey ya'll there. sorry for not posting anything. was well. busy and lazy at the same time. plus didnt had the internet line for like almost a month. well it did me good, made me study well for my finals. well wasnt 100% well. anyways..... im 20!!! i feel so old omgosh! they say picture always tell a thousand words. so trust me. this post is gonna be hell lot of pictures for you people to look at. :)  well it all started on dinner. got few friends to had dinner with me at Vegas in kampar. affordable price for western dish.     it was a nice quite dinner :) well didnt expect anything and nothing happen. haha.         nom nom nom nom. hungry right? i'm starving while writing this post. well. at 12am sharp i thought you know friends would pop out and sing happy birthday to you and stuff. well it didnt happen. i was actually looking through my baby pictures which i scan and actually crying to it. well a lot of thoughts had been going through in and out of my mind. im just glad to be here where people love me and where God loves me for who i am. looking through the pictures just made me realize what a long road i had walk through and there's still a longer path to walk down to. :) anyways!!! when i thought there wasnt any celebration. my friends were actually planning for it. no wonder i receive all their birthday text and one kept on text me for i dunno why because im so lazy to text for conversation.    well yes i cried when they appeared. i was so gam dong!! :')    yea well when they push the candle inside the cake. they ask me to bite the candle up while trying to push my had into the cake. HAR - HAR they got me == thank God the cake wasnt really damage. wooh!        ini FIDO pattern banyak!         snowie so happy that day so many people came and play with her :P  well we move the "parteh" to the basketball court. well they actually planned to go club for me and all. but i stop club. i know its hard to "believe" but i felt gam dong they would organised something for me. so as a gratitude. no club doesnt mean we cant drink *winks* well it was my birthday and it was a special occasion. didnt drank much though. one cup pour down with so much coke we cant even feel the liquor. well we wouldnt want anyone to get drunk wont we? *louis goh**cough*    then we scared we were too noisy. we move to the far end of the taman. where the houses are not yet done. went crazy on the road. with fido break dancing. to squeezing ourself in a saga. to pushing the car back and forth. to become like monkeys. to playing guitar by the roadside. to the late early morning...                   with everyone reaching mcd. we couldnt eat! pasal mcd was cleaning up till 7am. it was like 5am? so we decided to balik :) well everyone was extremely tired.     due to the not enough time of sleeping... i missed my 11am bus to KL. was like to get to KL to see my mom. sat the 1pm bus to bukit jalil then switch like 3 trains to get to PJ. reach PJ like around 5.30pm. my god. well mom bought me to T.G.I fridays. had a super nice dinner there! with the staff singing happy birthday to me in a different way. made me sand on the chair, blow a candle far away from me. it was a nice experience!! :D   me and mummy :)    me and my bestie :)          got a giant sundae caramel from T.G.I. Fridays. went dimsum in the morning in PJ. had coffee bean in the afternoon in KLCC. meet up with Eric for a while. and saw Chee Han unintentionally haha. it was a great trip :) then liang yee text me and scold me why all of a sudden i went to KL on my birthday. say i ruin their plan for me. awww :) well after 4 days i had another slice of cake from Liang yee and bee kee they all :) their the ones who always been there for me since sem 1 :')    well.. i receive a lot of birthday gifts!!      :) well i wanna thank so many people!! my mommy for bringing me around in KL and feed me with delicious food :) the moral gang.. fido, ah mok, mikky, jack, ganfu, sam, lin yun, ying ying, wai yee, elaine, louis, weng hong, keat siong, and whoever else i lack :) my ultimate gang.. denise, lun, mel, phil, alex, clara, calvin, syuen, eric.. and the people on fb, i got like 403 wishes! well if it wasnt for fb to remind you guys wouldnt remember too right? haha. my awesome housemates.. yinli, yucca, venessa, snowie! well whoever i forgot to thank, thank you so much for remembering, even though a sms or a fb comment or a call. means so much to me. God bless all :) xoxo, fel~ ♥imma hurt you real good, baby
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